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A few days ago, my daughter told me she and her b/f might move out.
That really has upset me.
That wasn't part of the deal for the time my husband
(and her daddy) is in Iraq.
Guess it doesn't matter to her.
Guess the dogs are the most important thing.
And I've been told I gripe all the time.
You want to see some real griping? It's there, right under the surface.
I can bring it out in a heartbeat!

Did I do something to deserve all this?
The shitty stuff in life happens no matter what else is going on.

I really hate being alone and am not so sure I'll do ok.
Fuck, I was doing good to be without my husband but still with my daughter here.
HA!
That must not matter to her though. Mom has to grow up at some time right?

Fuck!

Once decisions are finally made, it's like a big weight lifted off.
But there are also consequences to those decisions.
Living with them is part of it.


On a still somber note, today I found out my sister in laws boy will be going to Iraq in the next few months. Of course, she is very upset. It's hard always being in the worry mode.
Oh good, now both of us will be worrying about two loved ones over there instead of one.
This war is so hard on us families.